For the last 4 years theres always that one text that I wait for on my birthday. I literally am not even expecting it this year. Noone means anything to me. I feel so insignificant and that I’m going to get the “happy birthday lovee youuu<3” meanwhile 99% of those people don’t fucking mean it. DON’T talk to me just bc you know i’ll have a big gathering. If you dont talk to me, dont expect to come. I cant anymore rreally. Don’t even wish me a happy birthday if you don’t mean it.